Isn't it frustrating?

When I was little I had to shut up because I was only "a child".
Later I couldn't talk because I was only a "girl", then "what do you want, you are just a woman!"
I was waiting to be "mature" to be able to talk and to be listened, but now I realize I am just a "number".
As a "number" I count when I watch a certain program on TV, I count as a number consuming this or that, as a number when I vote (but I fu..ed you, I DO NOT VOTE ANYMORE).
When will I be a human being?